His.

Date :
Title : youre so tempting.

Morning.
Its 1207hrs. I was back from work, 3hours ago. Well will not be working later. Yaay.
I got two complimentary tickets. BUT! Sadly, idk who i should go with. Hmm. I wanna cry. Haha! Okay la. I think i will find people later. Haiya. I am pretty lazy to blog. So yes.
I miss Danial Lee. I miss Danial Lee. I miss school environment. I miss my friends. I saw someone in the bus just nw. A person who wanna claim this as strangers. Bye.

"I am so lucky to have you, sharing a part of my life"

Date :
Title : Selamat Hari Raya Haji.

Evening.
Its close to eleven. And im not asleep yet. I have to sleep early today due to, tmr i'll be doing opening. Which i will start at work at 0900hrs-1900hrs. Fuuuuh. I bet im dead beat tmr. And luckily, im not working on Sunday. So i will only be able to meet Dearest on Sun. But he's working and im not. Im watching movie. I got two free CCPL tickets. And only shows that is a week old can watch. Who want to watch with me? :(
Its just sad, a person that i looked up for is actually stabbing my back. How sad isnt? I cant believe it myself right when Dearest told me. She's that kind? Im surprised. Well lets just see. The game had started. And eventually, war will begin. But i dont want that to happen. But i really hope, you dont go to far J. Really.
I had talk with cousin today, Rini. I really felt smth so bad. A regret that i know i wont have it back. But im happy with what i have nw. Believe me, i know what i want. Cause its in my hands/its in my heart right now.
Bye.

"Love is not blind, its just understanding"

Date :
Title : its easy for you to say.

Evening.
Wow. My blog is totally dead. Even if its updated. I will keep on saying, "short and simple". Well boring! Well im baack. Not for more. But just to keep you guys updated. As usual. Work has been occupying most of my time. And relationship has going stronger even there are some conflict here and there. But we're cool :) So work life is definitely an eye opening fr me. Aint easy. You need to be strong. Physically and mentally. Cause. Hohoho, all are different ages and you know what they are capable of. Okay. Shush. Hehehehehehe. Okay im having major eyebags which made me look like crap. And Dearest like it that way. Cause it made me look old. AND he like it even more. See. Idiot. So yes. I had gotten my pay. And im happy. My first pay. Hehehe. Dont ask me to treat you guys. cause i wont. Im keeping it fr myself and boyfriend ^^ have to treat him due to a deal uh. Pig. Still have to pay my parents back. Kay ah, like that i keep a few hundreds. Hmm. Ya laaaaaa -.- lazy to post alr. Bye.

True friend sticks. True friend stays. True friend helps when in need.
I am sorry. I am not.
Syaza

Date :
Title : i only miss my boyfriend.

Evening.
Busy with work. I only miss my boyfriend, and some close ones.
They are not them anymore. Its just me and boyfriend.
Im living in the world on my own.
Period.
Bye.

"I want to be in your arms, where you hold me tight and never let go."

Date :
Title : A great day turns sour.

Evening.
Just came back from dearest performance at Far East plaza earlier today. This post is going to be short and simple. Dearest performed. I believed he had tried his best. Love, do not give up. Its your passion. I know you can do it. And i dont wanna see you all sad and blue. Its not fun seeing you, not talking or even giving me im-sleepy-look. Really, its not fun. Besides, i am always here for you okaaay? I love you alot.

I mean its just sad. Well now im talking from the bottom of my heart. What happened to The Greens. I mean, i thought we stand by each other? I thought we will always be there by each other? Im not saying that its a must to come down to support. But i was expecting like goodluck wishes whatsoever. But none. And its a non-green member wished. Thank you Ryan. But im just going to slip out of my mind. Cause the more i think bout it. Ah nevermind.

Currently, if you ask me wether im alright or not. Well im not. Its not because of earlier incidents. Its because of someone whom i really really truly love as a friend. Whom i really treasure the most. Really brokes my heart. Im shattered. I cant seem to talk to you. I know im being v.mean. But its a really big blow to me. Im sorry too. But i really dont know what to say. If you say deep down, thats the thing for you. I mean what can i do right? Try to help you not to get out frm this? I dont think tht will work. Cause you said, ".... and i always will". If you say something like tht, what can i do. I will still love you no matter what. But as who i am now, and who i believe in. I cant seem to give you the, "okay go ahead". Cause it really matters to me. Because the word, I love you seems to stuck to you. Yes. I love you and you matters to me.
Bye.

Working at 6pm tmr.

Date :
Title : are you for real?

"You hate someone, fine be it. Just shut up and go on with your own life. Why bother critiscizing and talking behind? That shows that you still have time to care for that person. And in the end,no point hating that person."

the gemuk youre referring is me. dont you think i dont know. i am not an attention seeker. im not gemuk, but im voluptuous. period.

currently chatting with my sunshine. our conversation is pretty much disgusting or hilarious you might say. i cannot believe that he had actually had imagined me being a lesbian. im not against lesbians but i just find it weird kissing or sexually active with the same sex. where's the feel? so yes, basically im trying to erase these so called dirty thoughts i have in mind.

thank you eh dearest. idiot xD

xoxo syaza.

Syaza S.

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